in case any of you were wondering, i did end up texting him and we just finished having a great, great great conversation

we didn’t talk about our break up at all, but he said he missed me four times (yes i kept a count okay) and he ended the conversation by saying “i’m so fucking happy you texted me tonight. goodnight, torye.”

i’m not going to lie and say i don’t love him anymore. but if i can only be his friend i am okay with that.